Just at the self-same beat of Time's wide wings
Thursday,
15 September 1813
It
is seven o’clock in the morning and Elizabeth is worried about the rain. She
had consulted every barometer in Pemberley and they all seemed
undecided. The most precise forecast that
any of them would risk was ‘Sunny periods with showers at times’. Elizabeth had already forecast that herself
after a quick glance at the sky. But she wished she could be sure. The skies of Derbyshire were still new to
her and she had not yet had time to read their messages.
At
all costs the excursion to Bakewell must go ahead. She must get her mother and father out of
the house. Darcy was to accompany them. Perhaps they could have some Bakewell
Tart in the inn but then her mother would probably come out with, ‘Well, Mr Darcy,
this Bakewell Tart is very fine but don’t you think it is not quite as tasty
as the pudding you were served at the last meal we all enjoyed together at
Longbourne?’
No
perhaps they should not risk the Bakewell Tart. But at least when walking around Bakewell
she could make sure that her mother was not always close by to bother Darcy
too much. She was not concerned about
her father. He could be pleasant and
entertaining if he wished it. And now
he did wish it. What a pity, though,
that her uncle and aunt had not been able to come.
The
sun showed for a few seconds from behind a cloud, and Elizabeth, ever
optimistic, ordered the carriage to be ready at 10 o’clock.
If
it rained, they would have to stay inside at home, and enormous though the house
was, they would all be forced to spend several hours together in the same
room listening to each other and looking at the raindrops trickling down the
window pane. What could be worse than
that?
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‘Just
at the self-same beat of Time’s wide wings.’
John
Keats.
‘Hyperion’
Spring
1819
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Thursday,
15 September 1813
My
name is Henri Dupuis. I have been on this island for several years now. They
call it the island of Cabrera. It is now seven o’clock in the morning. This is a prisoner of war camp for French
soldiers. There is no wall and no fence. There is just the sea around this
rocky island where no trees grow and where the sun dries up all life even the
grass.
Ten
thousand of us came here, survivors of the Battle of Bailén where we were defeated
by the Spanish. That was in July, 1808. They put us on ships in Cadiz and we
thought we were going back to France.
Instead they brought us here to hell and left us. Half of us have died
through hunger or thirst or just through losing interest in the struggle for
life. We are now five thousand. Five thousand men have died, not fighting for
France in battle but from thirst and hunger and despair.
The rabbits were all eaten long ago. There are some lizards
but they are impossible to eat. The birds come and go, out of reach. They are the only creatures who are free. There
is only one source of fresh water. It
doesn’t rain. It never rains here in summer. Day after day we look at the sky
and there is no cloud worth the name. It has forgotten how to rain.
Sometimes
they bring us food from Palma. But it
is always too little and too late.
Some
of us have died while digging the graves of those who died just before them. They
fell into the grave they were digging for a friend. This is the truth.
I
dream of returning to France. I was
born in Ile de Ré, which is another island but so different from this. My father and my mother have had no news
from me for three years. I dream of taking the little boat from La Rochelle and
landing in Sablanceaux once more. I
dream of walking up the lane to Rivedoux.
If I do walk there one day, I will never leave Rivedoux again. I
promise myself that. This promise keeps me alive.
Today
I will look out for the supply boat that comes from Palma. I have spent hours on this rock waiting for
a sight of that boat. It should have
come three days ago. It may come
today. Or it may not.
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