Just at the self-same beat







15 September 1813

It is seven o’clock in the morning and Elizabeth is worried about the rain. She had consulted every barometer in Pemberley and they all seemed undecided.  The most precise forecast that any of them would risk was ‘Sunny periods with showers at times’.  Elizabeth had already forecast that herself after a quick glance at the sky. But she wished she could be sure.  The skies of Derbyshire were still new to her and she had not yet had time to read their messages.  

At all costs the excursion to Bakewell must go ahead.  She must get her mother and father out of the house. Darcy was to accompany them. Perhaps they could have some Bakewell Tart in the inn but then her mother would probably come out with, ‘Well, Mr Darcy, this Bakewell Tart is very fine but don’t you think it is not quite as tasty as the pudding you were served at the last meal we all enjoyed together at Longbourne?’

No perhaps they should not risk the Bakewell Tart.  But at least when walking around Bakewell she could make sure that her mother was not always close by to bother Darcy too much.  She was not concerned about her father.  He could be pleasant and entertaining if he wished it.  And now he did wish it.  What a pity, though, that her uncle and aunt had not been able to come.

The sun showed for a few seconds from behind a cloud, and Elizabeth, ever optimistic, ordered the carriage to be ready at 10 o’clock.

If it rained, they would have to stay inside at home, and enormous though the house was, they would all be forced to spend several hours together in the same room listening to each other and looking at the raindrops trickling down the window pane.  What could be worse than that? 

‘Just at the self-same beat of Time’s wide wings.’


John Keats. 

‘Hyperion’  

Spring 1819


15 September 1813

It is seven o’clock in the morning on the Island of Cabrera, just south of Mallorca.   It is a prisoner of war camp for French soldiers. There is no wall and no fence. There is just the sea around a barren island where no ntrees grow and where the last rabbits had been caught and eaten months before.

Temperature today. Maximum 36 degrees Centigrade.
Minimum 21 degrees Centigrade.

My name is Henri Dupuis. I have been on this island for three years now.   Ten thousand of us came here, survivors of the Battle of Bailén where we were defeated by the Spanish. That was in July, 1808. They put us on ships in Cadiz and we thought we were going back to France.  Instead they brought us here to hell and left us. And here half of us will die through hunger or thirst or just through losing interest in the struggle for life. We are now five thousand. Five thousand men have died, not fighting for France in battle but from thirst and hunger and despair.

The rabbits were all trapped long ago. There are some lizards but they are impossible to eat. The birds come and go, out of reach.  They are the only creatures who are free. There is only one source of fresh water.  

Sometimes they bring us food from Palma.  It is always too little and too late. 

Some of us have died while digging the graves of those who died just before them. This is the truth. 

I dream of returning to France.  I was born in Ile de Ré.  My father and my mother have had no news from me or of me for three years. I dream of taking the little boat from La Rochelle and landing in Sablanceaux once more.  I dream of walking up the lane to Rivedoux.  If I do walk there one day, I will never leave Rivedoux again. I promise myself that. My promise keeps me alive.

Today I will look out for the supply boat.  I have spent hours on this rock waiting for a sight of that boat.  It should have come three days ago.  It may come today.  Or it may not.

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